Grumpy Gills

Life decisions

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 18:03:31 -0400

I had just realized why I had always threatened you with killing myself every time you wanted to leave me. The feeling of losing you would be to great to go on. The memories would be to strong that I would never forget what we had done together and where we did them. I would never be able to set foot in those places again for the fear of wonderful memories that had ended. A life without you would just be to painful for how i have changed greatly that I would not know what to do anymore without you beside me to help me out. To step foot in Chicago would be as if I was stepping in lava. My house is just as painful as everything else, my bed opens up and eats me at night to fill my head with terrors.

This message isn’t for you to feel bad for me.

This message is me begging you to take me back, to save me from myself.

Please take me into your arms to save me from life.

Love Nicholas John Miller.

Life Is Tough

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 03:40:45 -0400

You never realize you have everything until its gone. And when its gone, you realize you just can’t go on.

laughingsquid: Turn Tap for USB Power

Mon, 01 Aug 2011 13:40:58 -0400

laughingsquid:

Turn Tap for USB Power

Joanne with my water

Sun, 30 Jan 2011 01:30:00 -0500

Joanne: Hey, you felling better in there?

Me: Yea. A little bit

Joanne: Ok. Well i got your watter. you want me to put it by the door?

Me: No. Just put it by the couch

Joanne: Ok. I’m coming in to give it to you.

Me: No! put it by the couch!

Joanne: Hers your water. Take it.

Me: Lmfao. ok. Thank you baby

Another exiting saturday night with my baby :)

Sun, 30 Jan 2011 01:25:00 -0500

Yes, those of you that are my blog readers, it is a fact that i don’t post many things but when i do i try to assure you that they are good and funny (or try to be). But today was quite amazing. My day had started off as a boring day cause i had to wake up nice and early to go to the dentist. Yay dentist! but the up side of that was that it was literally 5 minutes from my baby house, which i spent the whole days at. When i had first gotten there we went straight to the bathroom so that she could straighten her hair ~~as usual~~ to look all nice and pretty. Right after that we had a mandatory cuddle for about 30 minutes. That was really nice for me but then we HAD to get out of the nice warm bed to go driving around from store to store. We had first stopped at GameStop to hopefully see if they had a Dead Space 2 game for cheep moneys. But nope, it was literally that amazing that no one out there had returned a copy… Yet. but i will find one. right after that we had gone on over to the movie theater to see if we could see a movie for only 5 dollars, ( which we were 3 hours lat for) but it was ok cause we went right over to barns and noble right after to catch up on some gaming books. But that was only the start. On our way back, we had stopped over at a vitamin shop for Joanne to pick some up. But when we finally got home we decided to start cooking our dinner. God, let me tell you, i am not going to eat eggplant for a very very long time. Joanne had thought she was being nice and eating it all cause i made it. Truth is. I really hated it and as soon as i told her that, she agreed and stopped herself as well. she was a trooper though. Thank god she made some really good pasta though. other wise i would still be hungry. After we were nice and full we had decided to go lay down and watch the Sex in the City movie, Which wasn’t bad at all. I kind of liked it. But about half way through it we stopped and sat up. Which was a mistake. My stomach was killing me and i knew what it was. Yes, i had to fart. i dint want to do it in front of her or tell her. so i gave her very specific rules. 1. Go get me a water. 2. turn the TV up as loud as you can and 3. I’m going to be in the bathroom. by the time i got into to bathroom she came back with the water. she knockedand asked if i wanted my water. i said no leave it by the couch. but nope. she went right ahead and oped the door and had to hand it to me. But after that i was all good and we layed back down to Finnish the 3 hour long movie. Straight after that. We had gone upstairs to snuggle. which was really really nice ;) About 5 minutes after that was over i had to go on home :( but all of the stuff we had done all day was a very fun day :)

The End

There is something seriously fucked up with this guy. I’m...

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 00:06:24 -0500

There is something seriously fucked up with this guy. I’m not even kidding.

laughingsquid: A Mini Skatepark on a Skateboard

Thu, 30 Dec 2010 13:40:03 -0500

laughingsquid:

A Mini Skatepark on a Skateboard

laughingsquid: Fake It by Denki Groove, A Music Video Featuring...

Thu, 30 Dec 2010 13:23:17 -0500

laughingsquid:

Fake It by Denki Groove, A Music Video Featuring Perpetual High Diving

DEATH BY CONFETTI!!!!!! Which might i add. looks pretty sweet

Thu, 30 Dec 2010 12:23:32 -0500

DEATH BY CONFETTI!!!!!!

Which might i add. looks pretty sweet

sadidaemon: asiunia: Our very first attempt at playing The...

Thu, 30 Dec 2010 12:09:03 -0500

sadidaemon:

asiunia:

Our very first attempt at playing The Black Keys. :3

lol. good stuff.

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t..."

Wed, 15 Dec 2010 00:18:32 -0500

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

- Dr. Seuss (via sadidaemon)

I don’t understand how people can just sit there and say, oh he’s a guy, he’s...

Sat, 11 Dec 2010 02:08:00 -0500

I don’t understand how people can just sit there and say, oh he’s a guy, he’s going to end up like the other assholes out there and just break my heat in the end. I don’t understand how girls can say ever guy is the same. Well let me tell you. THAT IS A LOAD OF SHIT! No one is ever the same. I don’t ever want to hear that kind of shit again. That kind of stuff just destroys me both in my heart and my sole, depending who it comes from make it all that much more worse. Cause I can guarantee that I would do so much more for someone than anyone else would do anyone else. I would do anything to stay with you. I love you more then you know. Those other men have nothing on me. I would walk a million miles to come see you. I would spend all the money in the world to make you happy. All I truly ever want is to be happy and stay happy. Is that really so much to be asking for? I just really want someone in my life that will always be there for me and watch over me to make sure I stay out of trouble and keep me safe. I want someone who will always know how I feel and when I’m feeling down, you would fix that with just a few simple words and a hug. and that’s all I really want. The girl that I have now is just so much more then I can ask for. I love her with all my heart and I always will. I just honestly don’t know what I would do with my life if I lost her.

Joanne, if you are reading this… I just wanted to let you know… I Love You till the end of the world. I just honestly love you with all my heart and more. <3

Reblog if you know how to read music.

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 00:42:54 -0500

An amazing night with my baby :)

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 23:29:00 -0500

I had just had one amazing day with the most amazing girl in the world and of course you must be asking yourself, who is this amazing girl you speak of. Well I will tell you, her name just so happens to be Joanne Kus, you couldn’t miss her, she has the most beautiful blue eyes you had ever seen. But that’s not all that you would notice, her wonderful personality and amazing body shape ;) well anyways let me get to what made today so amazing. The day had started off slow with setting up Christmas lights out side, then let’s just say after that we had some intense snuggle time up in my room, 4th bed room and yes in the basement ;) Then after that we had ran over to Mc Sports find her some snow pants for and awesome ski/snowboard trip. The right after that we had made a quick trip on over to a small cute Thai restaurant to get some Pad Thai and yes POT STICKERS!!! The we went on home an munched down on that up in my room. Then shortly after a long snuggle/sleep. Then the worst thing happened! She had to go home :( but other then that part. That was my amazing day :)

A Night Out in the Cold

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 12:47:00 -0500

last night was soooooo fuckin funny. It had first started by going to the pool hall. Then as we began to leave I threw my cup of ice at Dillon and of course he decided to pick it all of and throw it at my car, which did freeze to the roof! >:( so I decided to get him back a little and drive back to his house and dump water all his car. Which of course did freeze. (score :)) he had come home and laughed his ass of until he saw his car. His doors and windows were frozen shut. Then it just all started there. He had decided to take my idea and do it to not only my car but to a few friends. And that my friends is what my awesome night included. :)

What the fuck is this shit? Im as big of a My Chemical Romance fan as the next, but this is just...

Tue, 16 Nov 2010 10:33:00 -0500

What the fuck is this shit?

Im as big of a My Chemical Romance fan as the next,

but this is just not right. Hes compleatly lost his look now.

Life is like a peace of cheese… Think about it…

Sun, 14 Nov 2010 23:23:22 -0500

Life is like a peace of cheese…

Think about it…

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.

Sun, 14 Nov 2010 23:16:37 -0500

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.